What do you do when there is nothing left to do?
You've fulfilled your obligation to your employer for the day, everyone you know seems to be busy, nothing in particular to say to anyone over the internet tubes, the random distraction these tubes provide seem bland and uninteresting, your surroundings have been observed to the point where nothing new or interesting presents itself, nothing to watch on the box of dreams, no new thoughts present themselves. Nothing to do.
It's funny how I put myself in this position over and over and over again, and am constantly surprised at how nothing seems to present itself of its own accord and constantly stubbornly refuse to goad anything into presenting itself.
At some point I had hope that there was something inherent in just being alive that would provide interest and stimulation. Perhaps I just haven't been paying enough attention, or am just too closeminded or lazy to see this, but it frequently seems like there is nothing to existence aside from the random crazy shit we make up.